Screwed life, screwed me.

just wish to be alone for a moment.
i want to be a superwoman too.
but sorry, i can't.


i almost got drowned for 3 times just for today.
trying to be strong but it's harder than i thought.
being strong in front of others is easy but not when u are alone.


sometimes i do envy guys.
i feel guys are more like gems rather than girls.
everyone seems to favour them more.
maybe not everyone, well at least for the older generation.


i don't wish want to grow up.
it's just too heavy for me to carry.