minnfenn ♥ 敏芬

juz nice 1 week since i last blog
purposely de ok! hehex..

yupz yupz..
wat did i do for the past few days?
i've got serious STM
can't remember things well.
sad case.

POJ finally went out on thursday!!!
hmmm.. but something happen.
shall not eleborate
coz everything is back t0 normal. =P
went to KBOX. surprise uh?
*nEtZz dun be surprise hor.
haha.. i didn't sing with the mike.
coz i'll BLUSH. keke.. =X
got home at abt 12++
LOLx.. used to it.
but still, i'm a gd gal. =D

fri, went to MAK house
suppose to study
end up playing gunbound.
-_-'''
luckily shuli didn't come.
otherwise she wont be able to finish her quiz on time.
n she end up sleeping after doing her quiz at 3pm.
pig eh, same as her 'father'. =X
left mak house at 5 then went to shuli's house.
keep going to pple house
should onli do this kind of 'shopping' during CNY
becoz can get $$$. LOLx.

went to work on X'mas eve.
sigh.
had penang food buffet at york's hotel for lunch
after work.
it's was nice? ya, not bad. not many choices
but it was EX! abt $25.
after that went to MEI-DI YA till 5pm.
TIRED...
was rotting since then.

XMAS was worse than other days.
vomited early in the morning for 3 times.
then rot till 4.15pm.
stupid phone! didn't alert that my inbox was full.
otherwise i'll be out with my lao po.
argh......
then aunt called up if i wanna go catch yuppie(dunno how to spell)?
it is something like a small lobster.
my uncle caught 4
my cousins, bro n i caught small fishes n prawns.
btw, is with net not fishing rod. =)
had log cake.
n my aunt insisted that i pack my room.
cleared 3 big bags of rubbish. =X

*END*

tml will be a better day! =)

♥, yours truely

back from malaysia on fri nite.
=X yupz. went on fri n came back on fri.
haha.. kinda bo liao.
pon my fri lesson
coz there is onli 1 hr lecture.

it was FUN!
went to fruit farm, herb farm, shopping
n LASTLY
i went to see FIRE FLIES!!!
it's so so NICE.
so so beautiful.
we t0ok a boat to see at nite.
becoz fire flies lives on trees which r near to river.
they need to live in somewhere which is cooling.
they were up on the tree
blinking their light
juz like a X'mas tree. =)
i even caught a few on my hand.
hehex.. so beautiful.
wanted to take pic of it
but the owner said
it's no point.
becoz it's either to dark to take
or ur flash is even brighter than the light they give out.
i didn't believe so i tried to take.
true enough, my pic came out black background. =(

maybe this is nature?
u need to go n see it for urself. =)
wanted to bring home some.
but the owner say it can onli live up to
half a day becoz of the environment.
i brought one n gave it to my cousin
n he put it in a plastic bag.
hope it still alive. *pray*

didn't have much time for shopping.
bought a pong pong skirt (my aunt force me)
haha.. a mickey mouse jean!!!
n a billabong jacket for h[i]m. =)
sorry guys, didn't buy any for u.
but i was able to smuggle 1 BOX of
BUBBLE GUMS. hehex..
so if u see me, remember to get some from me!

that's all abt my malaysia trip. =)

SAT
went to work at 8.30am.
was so so tired. *yawn*
but time passes very quickly
went out for lunch with my aunt n cousin
at Silkroad
it was alrite. not bad.
then accompany my aunt to make her spec
n shopping.
suppose to meet h[i]m at 3 plus
end up meeting him at 5pm. LOLx.

went to orchard.
didn't spent a single cent
until we went to PS.
haha..h[e] bought a fila bag for me.
becoz fila is having discount
n of coz i like it very much! =)

saw daniel n his fren.
after that went to have a hair cut at EC house.
becoz my aunt keep saying that my previous hair
was UNTIDY. =(
after cutting h[e] says i look like a guy.
horrible boy
say me like guy.
haha.. after that still went to take neoprint
n it turns out fine. *phew*

hmmm.. gonna go vball later! weeee... damn. it's raining now. hope it will stop soon!!! *pray* BYE!

♥, yours truely

HATE MYSELF
fullstop .
dun wish to continue from that sentence.

envy old couples
holding hands
wearing the same old ring since
they became
husband & wife.

envy happy family
going out every sunday
eating together during dinner time
watching tv together
chit chatting
laughing most of the time
hug/kiss on the cheek
before stepping out from the house
and the kids calling
DADDY and MUMMY.

it's so sweet.
DAMN SWEET.
so super duper jealous.

if onli my family was like that.
but for my case,
it's not even a complete famliy.
i dun blame my parents.
we can't force them to be together
if they r not happy together.
glad that they still brought me to this world.
thanx PAPA & MAMA.

stupid me.
this has happen so long ago.
since i was pri 4?
initially i was afraid to tell pple.
now? no big deal.
the worlding is changing.
still wondering
izzit the HATRED that cause them to divorce?
if it's not
y my mum didn't allow me to see my dad?

hmmm..
some pple r far more worse than me.
i'm greatful that mine is not that bad.
at least i didn't turn into a bad kid
thanx to my AUNTIES.

human r all created differently.
it's difficult for two pple to think the same way.
it's weird. everything in this world is weird.

y is the feeling 'luv' is so strong?
damn. this is a tough question.
luv is blind?
then y can't pple live w/o this feeling
so as to avoid it.
it's tough too.

y do i have so many ??????????
in my mind?

the ans i can give is
I DUNNO.

♥, yours truely

argh.. didn't go to sch today.
becoz i was sick.
damn. was contracted with gastric flu.
vomit out yellow liquid called 'bile'(dunno how to spell)
if u r a bio student u should know.
that part where it store the oil n fats intake.

my family doctor said that i vomit too hard
therefore the 'bile' came out.
surprisingly no food came out from my mouth
after i ate so much last nite.
hmmm.. my disgestive system is gd.
lolx.

i was so stress the past few days.
becoz i HAVEN'T done my report on 'Dumbo'.
n i've to rush it until 2am!
of coz with the help for him.
*thanx dear!*
damn it.
n now i dun have to go to sch.
argh...
but at least i've done it n can hand in anytime.
i'm glad. =)
scolded him juz becoz i was pissed.
i'm bad. i admit.
but luckily he bear with it.
*a million thanx dear. so so sorry abt it.*
^_^
last nite, then i realise wat it means
'by ur side'
when i need someone
he is always there for me.
*luv ya dear!*

alrite, gtg rest. take care guys. dun end up like me. =)

♥, yours truely

TIRED!!!

these few days kind busy with projects.

hate this sem.

so s0 much!

>_<

my life is in a mess.

yupz,

much more better now.

becoz i have HIM.

my studies is in deep shit.

damn it.

dun even know wth i'm doing.

slacking away.

dreaming......

furthermore

C0MM0N TEST is c0ming!

shit man.

argh................

FREAK!

signing off NOW.

take care guys.

♥, yours truely