minnfenn ♥ 敏芬

sleepless night.

it led me thinking the whole of last night.
have u even thought why are most of the higher position regardless of any field are taken over by MOST men.

one example i can think of:
-Housewife. most housewife are women so are domestic helper.
(housewife does cooking cleaning and looking after children)
whereas MOST chef (the things they do are almost the same cooking and cleaning)are men. even if said men and women are equal then why isn't there any domestic helper (man) around. maybe not in singapore.

whatever it is men came from woMEN.
they have to suffer for 9months or so.
probably this is the reason why.
after the 9 months women feel attach to her child therefore she is willing to sacrifice her career.
- out of job.
- being a full-time housewife.
- child/children grown up, causes loneliness due to lack of communication with the outside world for too long and therefore unable to be as capable as before.

this kept me thinking the whole night.
i really admire those women who are capable at work(having a stable income), a housewife(keep up with house chores) and a wonderful mother(being able to talk to her children and be like a friend of theirs).

i don't like to be praised cause it means i would have to go one step further.
i am tired.

♥, yours truely

Screwed life, screwed me.

just wish to be alone for a moment.
i want to be a superwoman too.
but sorry, i can't.

i almost got drowned for 3 times just for today.
trying to be strong but it's harder than i thought.
being strong in front of others is easy but not when u are alone.

sometimes i do envy guys.
i feel guys are more like gems rather than girls.
everyone seems to favour them more.
maybe not everyone, well at least for the older generation.

i don't ~~wish~~ want to grow up.
it's just too heavy for me to carry.

♥, yours truely

21st.

it was so so so random last night!
bf actually message me and asked if i'll be having any 21st bday party. HA!
damn cute la.
we actually had a little brain storming of how 21st bday should be held.
((:
very soon she is gonna turn 21! weet weet. can watch R-21!

true friends are hard to come by.
((:

♥, yours truely

shopping spree

sch is only from mon to wed! cool? not at all.
my lesson ends at 10pm for 2 of the days.

thurs - IT fair. crowded. finally manage to get a external hard disk ((: RED.
fri - Mustafa! shopping spree at mustafa. i love to shop at mustafa. lol.
sat - town. got a bag! and i dropped a $10 note somewhere. argh.
sun - bowling!

feeling damn stressed up now for not keeping up with my readings of my text.

PLEASE START READING YOUR TEXT NOW NG MIN FEN!

♥, yours truely

update.

Zoo with dearest not long ago. ((:

one of my fav animal, the white tiger.