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♥ family&loveliesaresimplyirreplaceable ♥

bad christmas

I'm ain't happy at all. Totally. Somehow I hate my Christmas this year...

Yes till now I'm not happy. I'm really wondering if it can last. I hate myself. Seriously. I'm pissed. Fuck is the word to use as least to describe how I'm feeling now. Seriously I don't think I need u. So Fuck off. U don't know me at all. I need nobody.

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♥, yours truely

moving on to the next phase...

and yes. I've finally receive my acceptance letter from Monash University. (:
despite upon signing up for my Master programme, the course coordinator said it will be a 'sure get' place as long as you didn't fail any, I still have fear in me that what if i can't get a placing?

I've already dropped out from my 4th yr course and heading straight for my Master without saving myself another pathway. it was indeed a dangerous move.
I was so afraid, esp when people start asking me so what i'm gonna do/be/whatsoever.

But now i can proudly say that yes, I will be a student in Monash University.

Anyway, when i post a statement that "moving on to the next phase" a few commented. what stunned me is a friend of mine commented that "nice, private?".
am i being sensitive? as she is from a local university.
then it cross my mind..... is there a difference between private and overseas?
i believe people will go 'WOW u are going overseas.', 'oh.. u are going to a private school', or 'which school are u going? NTU or NUS?'.

people are born like that aint they?
why don't they think before they talk?

Is there a difference in private and overseas?
maybe i just being sensitive.

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i do not know why sometime ~~i speak to you~~ you speak to me, i feel emo.
sometimes it hits me instantly.
is it because i feel obligated and what u say i just have to listen?
is it because u help my family so much?
is it because i've been conditioned by u- everything u say will always be right?
do u know........ somethings u do does affect the others?
do u know........ how others really feel abt u?

i wish to get a life on my own.
a simple life will do.
and it suddenly hit me that if i were to succeed one day credit will go to you and if i don't i will be put to blame that i didn't work hard.
so now tell me... am i living for myself?
pls say yes.

after ur call, my mood was negative AGAIN.

♥, yours truely

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min fen ♥ 敏芬

5th july '88
~~YWCA~~
~~River Valley pri~~
~~Queensway Sec~~
~~Ngee Ann Poly~~
James Cook University

Monash University

i'm ~~kinda~~ contented
though i love the way i'm, i'm still changing for the better.

never judge a book by it's cover

life is too short.
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
laugh when you can
apologise when you should
love deeply and forgive quickly
life is too short to be unhappy
love what you've
remember what you'd
always forgive
never forget
learn from your mistake
never regret.

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有一天，天爱上了海，是空气阻隔了他们。
他们无法相爱，天哭了。
泪水落在海里，即使不能相爱，天也要把灵魂托给海。
从此海比天蓝。。。。

当所有人在关心你飞得高不高时，只有少数人在关心你飞得累不累。

这就是所为的好朋友。 (:

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