minnfenn ♥ 敏芬

ARGH!
i'm not in gd mood.
stop asking y.
get out of my blog if u think i've got an attitude prob.
pls get out RIGHT now if u r not happy.

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alrite.
start blogging.

i'm gonna FLUNG my damn ael.
freak.
i dun wan a D.
pls..
*pray hard*

some of u might say i have no brain or watever so
yupz..
i'm stupid.
happy?
i'm born like that.
not happy then f*** off.
bloody hell.
though u might be kidding
but i'm juz not in the mood to JOKE with U.

alrite.
finish venting.
=)
thx.
LALALALALA~~~~
HOLIDAY!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........................
happy HAPPY!
I'M FREE!!!
ask me out. NOW.
pls.. hehex..
LOVE u.

♥, yours truely

home SWEET home.
my legs r very tired.

went to sch for ael.
after that went clementi for lunch.
again 7 gays n a les.
LOL.
after that as usual went to play DTX.
boring.

momo acc me to bugis.
so gd of him!
coz i'm meeting lg.
(*2 pple PS me. SADED!*)
then was looking at the maximum tune.
a racing thingy.
spotted lg.
n he brought me to eat.
end up meeting his frens at some coffee shop.
LOL.
was very quiet initially
coz i dunno them.
then lg started making fun of me!
so i was looking like a clown.
-_-'''

after that lg n i went to suntec.
coz his frens said they will go there later.
so we walk from
bugis to suntec
suntec to marina
marine back to suntec
suntec back to bugis.
his frens is still at bugis playing.
!!!
after around 15min
they r leaving bugis to suntec.
OMG.
n we got to walk back again.
my legs couldn't take it anymore
so we sat n talk with some of his fren.

they all were playing maximum tune.
-_-'''
GUYS!
still not enough.
went to PS n continue playing.
saw jia yu.
but i was fighting with lg.
*so PS*
haha...

then HOME.
LALALALALALA~~~~~~~

♥, yours truely

nice website:
http://bbs.house.focus.cn/msgview/2707/32590802.html
go see when u free.
very CUTE. 100%

♥, yours truely

TODAY WAS MY FIRST EXAM for the sem.
it was alrite.
LOL.
some careless mistake.
damn it.
=X

LALALALALA~~~~
then went to play pool with my classmates.
play till so happy
as if we finish our exam.
haha..

ONE more to go!!!
jia you!
i love ael
i love ael
i love ael
i love ael
I LOVE AEL!!!

♥, yours truely

ytd was 22/2/06.
my very FIRST anniversary.
LOL.
still a long long way to go.

receive 3 diff present.
one dumb dumb pin
ome dumb dumb stuff also
n a movie on our relationship done by him.
hehex..
sweet rite.
LOL.
i was touch when watching the movie.
nice nice.
LOVE HIM lotx.

give him a wallet n 33 hearts.
he claims that he likes it.
LOL.

went to marina square
walk around.
went to sakae for dinner.
nice nice.
eat till very full.

then went to the wealth of fountain
so nice.
got movie somemore.
LOL.
after that went home at abt 9.
coz tml he got to go 'rainbow'.

while shopping in marina
we actualli talk things out
as in have more freedom
go n with frens n stuff.

hmmm.. dunno if things will turn out well.
maybe someday his/mine feelings will fade?
or met someone whom is better?
u may say no for now.
but who knows for the future?
no one knows.

it's hard to maintain a long term relationship.

u will nvr know wat will happen next.

this r some that we talk abt:

if u feel that u have feelings for the other more
then u shouldn't carry on with ur current one.
though it will hurt the other party
but it's best not to carry on 'cheating' him/her.

define two-timer?
u have 2 steads at one go.
if u have feelings for 2 pple
it is not call 2-timer.

as for now.
we still love each other.
LOL.
i'm still in LOVE with rszf.

♥, yours truely

i'm bored.
so decided to blog.
ytd was a terrible nite.
woke up at 4am suddenly.
couldn't sleep well..
was tossing here n there.

then i started thinking other things to make me fall asleep....

abt bgr.

is it true when a gal has no looks she wont be attach?
that's wat some guys said.
wth is looks? no eyes no nose?
everyone has looks alrite.
it's juz a matter how they dress up.

then it makes me wonder
wat is so great abt me?
y will pple fall for me?

looks?
i shall not say i'm ugly
i'm average looking.
my attitude?
sux.

hmmm.. many feels that my attitude is alrite.
but wait till u r closer to me
u'll find it out urself.
it's true.
i actualli have a very bad temper.
those who r close with me will understand wat i mean.

somethings can't be change.
if u r better off with frens
juz be it.
dun change it into bgr.
it's not something u can change it
juz as when u like.
when u r frens n when u r in a bgr
it's totally 2 diff thing.
u will not realise it until u step into this prob.
usually in bgr once they break
they will not keep contact.
so aint it better keep him/her as frens?
where u guys can keep contact 4eva.

wat is so great abt bgr?

'someone' can be there to give luv n concern.
n that 'someone 'will be there when u need them
MOST of the time but not EVERYTIME.
they have their own life too.

y r there two-timer?
in wat way u call it a two-timer?
falling in luv with both at the same time?
wat causes u to fall in luv with another?
because the other is there when u need someone?
because he is gd to u?

after thinking so much.
i fall asleep unknowingly.
n went back to my dreamland...

ps. rszf u dun think too much alrite. =) 1 more day. JUZ u.

♥, yours truely

YESTERDAY was GREAT
except one stalker.
=X

whom i tot was lg's fren.
n lg tot was my fren.
end up is lg's fren's fren.
GOSH.

the guys had fun disiao-ing us(the gals)
the gals(ly, n3tzz n me) nearly went MAD.
that stalker was scary
stay so close.
yucks.

all my frens r so unhelpful
ran away leaving me alone.
=(
luckily, i ran away too.
muahaha..
then all meet up
including the stalker.
n the stalker keep asking for my no.
then started standing in a circle n talk.

the distgusting, ugly, scary STALKER
touch my hand.
(he was asking if i'm fit becoz of a poster
i say I AM n he *touch my wrist* n
said where got, n he ask me to touch his)
yucks yucks YUCKS!
of coz i took my hands as soon as he touch.
*onli ly saw that.

then went to bugis village
to have a drink
then all of us realise he wasn't actualli our fren
but lg's fren's fren
however the guys started to desiao again
until i show a black face
(reason = feel like vomit suddenly)
so they stop.
n i became very quiet.
so lg ask me to go to one corner n talk.
tell me that the stalker like me.
YUCKS!
though we(gals) knew it long ago.
then i say i know
n he ask me to ignore him.
so i did.
but he continue talking n asking
y am i so quiet.
LOL.

after that lg n melvin chase him away.
coz we all r going home.
netzz suggested to acc me to the bus stop juz in case
the stalker go to the bus stop.
my bus stop was at the other end
kinda troublesome
so lg send me home.
wat a gd bro he is.
muahaha!!
but we walk all the way from bugis to my house
though i'm sick.
=/
luckily i'm still alive to write this post.

n lg told me that stalker got abit of mental prob.
that's y he didn't need to go to ns.
GOSH.
then walk n talk till i reach home.
n pass lg his BELATED bday present
from N3tZz n M3!

- melvin claims that i've got a big head
- lg suggest that i wear helmet
- n3tzz used to say that but she didn't say anything ytd. =D luv her lotx!
- ly was a neutral party.

♥, yours truely

LALALALALALALA

nothing change.
i'm still SICK.
gosh.
*sniff sniff*

tml is a sun.
going out.
bye.
LOL.

4 more days.
=)

pure sweet luv
juz him.

♥, yours truely

i'm SICK.
flu.
gosh.

flu --soon--> fever

i'm realli very tired these few days.
i need more sleep pls.
i dun wan to sleep early
but i wan to wake up late.
muahaha.. =X

holidays r coming so it's alrite.
hehex..
cool................................

alrite, back to the previous post
anyway, all the relationship i went through
i had gd times as well as bad.
it's juz part n parcel of life.
thx my frens. =)

♥, yours truely

I so so regretted
-not listening to the elders
-everything i've say
-everything i've ask
-everything i've done
-everything that went through my mind.

however all this make me reflect on myself.

am i fortunate?
in ur eyes i may be 1.
but the fact is
I AM NOT.

u think u have know me well
but seriously u DUN.

coz i can't understand myself either.
hate being a gal
do u know?

i hate myself for stepping into the FIRST relationship.
i envy so so MUCH those who r nvr attached.
maybe to u it's not
but to me IT IS.
i've regretted ever since the FIRST broke up.
i've regretted giving my precious heart away.
i've regretted to carry on.
i've regretted making use of other guys to replace the other though in the end i still fall in luv with them. (in short substitute)
i'm so REGRETTED that i've chose to carry on with my MISTAKE.

being attach is not a gd thing.
now i TOTALLY agree to adults that u should onli be attach when u r mature enough.
i regretted.
sorry mummy, aunties n uncles
i've learnt my lesson.
but it's too late now.

i'll teach my children well next time
but if u dun try u will nvr know.

u might wonder y i wrote this post.
it's no point asking.

i'm the ONE who causes all these.
it juz kinda make me hate myself.
lastly pls dun assume anything from this post.
no one is at fault.
i'm the one who is.

treasure ur first LOVE, it's very precious.

♥, yours truely

HAPPY belated VALENTINE!

alrite, i didn't realli spent time with him alone.
BUT we spent them with our frens or rather mine.
haha..
valentine doesn't mean onli for lovers
but also with the love from FRENS!
i'm glad that his frens r mine n my frens r his.

juz now i juz went to see one of my fren's new blog.
his first entry was abt JAE.
i'm not against RP or wat
not changing any mind of urs.
but juz wan u to see wat RP is realli like.
here is the link
kiwi-http://thesourkiwi.blogspot.com/

seriously dun misunderstood that i wan to give u a bad impression.
but that is a student who is studying there.
i know most have already submit ur JAE/DAE
so juz keep it to ur choice.
=)

n3tZz: i saw ur blog. see.. ur vball skill so gd. one from SA n one from RP both wan u. =P haha.. HAPPY for u t0o! *touch wood* if u realli go RP u can realli concentrate n vball with coach help n maybe be a coach or national team next time! =) so jia you. but best if u can come np. =X ask coach to come np as well. haha.. GD LUCK! *supporting ur decision always.

♥, yours truely

didn't blog ytd
coz i was busy doing my self reflection for IAC.
finally it's done.
today is the day that we will be presenting
n BOOM!
it'll be finished.
=D

no doubt quarrel with him over small stuff again
muz be the pmsy.
LOL.
after a day then i admit that it's my fault
which is today.
haha..
*sorry dear

ytd wasn't in gd mood so didn't wish to talk much.
sorry guys.
but my mood changes when i talk to my gd fRens!
=)
esp n3tZz.
LOL
seriously, i dun think poly frens can replace sec frens.
sec frens r those that u realli can be 4eva GOOD/CLOSE frens.
juz luv them to bits!
MUACKX!

juz now one of my classmate ask me if i'm going to city hall later with them.
seriously i dunno a single thing at all.
of coz i'm kinda pissed
but nvm, forget it.
dun blame them
coz it's my fault for getting out of the conference they had ytd.
anyway i got sch later on.

p.s:-

shuli, chalet coming up? looking forward to it! i've already ask rennie to ask his mum. but he will ask it tonight ok? count me in! =D n when will be the day where POJ has their next meeting? make it fast pls. LOL. coz i MIZ u guys!

n3tZz, when will our next outing?!?!? i need to pass u ur BELATED X'mas prsent!!! n of coz i wanna see u. MIZ u! =(

♥, yours truely

alrite, let's continue from my pri sch
LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL
i miss those days.
when i was hyper active.
i luv sports VERY much
i enjoy those days
esp during my skipping trainings.
most of my trophy came from skipping
can u believe it? lol.
got double dutch, speed, double under blah blah blah
miz taking trophy!
=(
getting old
juz feel like slacking.
no life.

coz whenever i see someone better than me
i'll have no interest in it.
maybe i give up easily n no confident in myself.
vball n rollar blading r my gd examples.
now? sports is not a part of my life anymore.
haiz..

alrite. topic change.
my bro SERVE me dinner today!
can u imagine
taking rice, veg blah blah n put nicely on my plate
n came knocking on my door n ask if i wanna have it in the room or outside.
wa.. i was surprise lar!
no doubt i still complaint to him.
coz there were too much rice
he give me chicken breast which is so hard
so little veg.
LOL
wat a fussy sis he has.
but he is nice
didn't scold back
he juz treat it that i'm talking to myself.
haha..
no lar.. he ask me to give him the chicken breast n he gave me the drumstick.
=D

sometimes i realli wonder
ns realli change my bro to a better person.
so wat if he is short
so wat if he not that gd looking
so wat if he is shy
so wat if he has no gf at all
i still luv him
coz he is my bro
always. =)
anyone who dares to bully him i'll PUNCH him on his *ahem*
LOL. juz jk.
he has his gd pts which i dun see in other guys.
of coz he has his bad pts t0o.

my character is TOTALLY diff from my bro
i'm serious.
everyone says that.
haha.. i'm like the older sis n he is like the younger bro
but who cares.
same blood running within us.

back to studies.
i'm stress.
not to deny
i dun wan a pass i wanna scored!
i wanna prove to pple i can do it
but i juz dun have the determination to do.
*trying hard*
AEL i'm coming!!!

last nite finally had a gd chat with n3tZz
though i got sch at 9am
chatted with her till 2.30am!
coz we seldom talk nowadays.
i realli enjoy it! =)
actualli i dun feel like putting down the phone
but i'm afraid that i can't wake up the next day.
haiz..
we realli have a lot of common interest uh..
*type of guys we r looking for*
haha..

was watching 'world without thieves' a dvd.
coz nothing to do so watch alone
suddenly i feel that ur luv ones
might leave u juz like that.
as in in heaven.
n the first one i think of it's him.
it's that wat u call luv?
i think so.
suddenly i feel that i should treasure him more.
i miss him.
i called him at 10 plus tot he finish working.
but he extended till 11.
while waiting i came to blog
then came a msg that he is on his father's car call me later.
haiz.. i'm kinda pissed.
is like i always wait for so many hrs
in the end we onli talk for awhile?
coz he is tired.
wat to do.
sometimes i realli dun feel like waiting coz i'm tired too.
haiz..
seriously i'm tired of waiting.
i'm practically tired of everything around me.

I'M REALLY TIRED! i realli am.
gosh. save me pls.

♥, yours truely

ALL THE BEST! - my frens

it seems like i'm getting my O's result.
the feeling is scary/nervous/happy/unable to describe.

hmmm.. let me think how i feel at that pt of time.
i couldn't sleep on the day b4.
chatting on the phone i think.
LOLx.
it's something that most pple will go through.
if u think u have put enough effort
it'll pay off unless something happen.
if u feel that u have already tried ur best
then no matter wat ur result is
u should be contented.
that's how i console myself.
haha..

on that day met POJ b4 going to sch
went to our sch nearby hawker *memories* for lunch
plan to go sch late so that dun have to listen to all those talks.
but in the end still reach sch kinda early.
reach the sch hall
everyone looks so nervous
LOLx.
after the talk even b4 getting results
pple starting crying.
-_-
emontional uh?

my heart beat so fast
when my teacher, Ms Lim
called 'MIN FEN'.
didn't dare to look.
then took a glance.
heart beating real fast.
saw Bs no As.
tot i got 18
dunno how i count.
then look again tot i got 20 plus.
took the last look!
i got 20.
got an E8 for humans, dun care.
LOLx.
neither happy nor sad.
coz my bro got 20 t0o.
but his psle got 210 n i got 205
so i have improved!
doesn't make sense to u?
that's how i console myself.

remember wy was the first who came n ask me.
she got A2 for eng!
can u imagine an A2.
her eng is pro lar.
read so much
but she doesn't look like
from an eng speaking background
LOLx *no offence

after that went out.
coz all my frens can be promoted!
LOLx.

this make me reminds me of my plse
surprisingly i receive good progress award!
was nervous still.
but was kinda disappoint when i went back to see which sch i'm posted to.
that's QUEENSWAY!
then i told my teacher that i wan to appeal
coz none of my frens r going to the same sch as me!
=(
but one of my fren's mother ask me not to.
coz QSS is a gd neighbouring sch.
always got value added.
so in the end i still went to that sch.
wy was the first gal i know.
LOL.
long story.
type again next time.
anyway i've nvr regretted going to QSS
coz i met all my BELOVED fRens there!
luv them to bits! muackx!!!

to those who r taking O's result tml.
dun be afraid.
be nervous (coz it's our natural feeling)
LOLx.
but if u have tried ur best
accept the fact. =)
this result is not going to control ur whole life
onli part of ur life.
so no worries ya?
cheer up! =D
GD LUCK peep!!!

♥, yours truely

it's been so long since i blog.
soooooooooooo loooooooooooooooooong
so many projects coming up
DEAD.

it's not the project that matters.
it's my project mates.
this is the first time i dislike my groupmates.
ALL not 1.
i have 2 guys n 1 gal in my group.
the gal is always late for meeting
y? becoz she couldn't wake up.
haiz..
the other two r like keep playing.
i HATE doing the project with them.
coz whatever i type the font n stuff
THAT person dun like then juz change it.
wth.
then i rather spent my time doing other things rite?
i know that if it needs to change for the better then it's alrite.
but he change everything the same.
it's so smiple.
i juz dun like it.
maybe i'm juz wat i am.
u will feel discourage when they change the things u do rite.
haiz.. dunno lar.
dun realli give a damn.

they always do last min work
then so particular abt the presentation also.
haiz..
hope these 2 IS project pass quickly!!!
*pray hard, PRAYING very HARD!!!*

the onli thing that can destress is
VOLLEYBALL
rite n3tZz? =)

i still remember in the past
when i have moodswing or
angry with someone i will hit the ball
HARD.
hahaha...
so many memories ya?
esp that match with rgs on valentime day.
that day where we quarrel over XY
b4 the match.
but in the end we won!
LOLx.
nevertheless, u r always the one
my bf. =)

♥, yours truely

CNY holiday is over
suppose to be ytd
but my class got one day extra
=D
so they decided to go bugis.

dunno wat's wrong with my class guys.
suppose to meet at 11.30pm
but most of them came at 11.45pm
anyway none of them was on time.
-_-'''
but i reach there at 11.15pm!
(i was the onli gal, one was sick,
one couldn't wake up on time n one was late)
aint gals suppose to be the late comer?
weird.
maybe i'm not a gal.
LOLx.

after that i went for my vball training.
actualli dun feel like going
but i haven't been going for the past 3 weeks.
so no choice.
reach there
i realli regretted going!
coz all the seniors (25 n above)
gosh!
didn't join them
then coach came n chit-chat with me
n teach me some theory.
after that coach ask me to join the gals
so i join to play match
was kinda stress
so there's no bonding between.
anyway, it turn out quite well.
please with it. =)

i'm helping out for the open house.
thurs - (2 - 6pm)
fri - (2 - 6pm)
sat - (2 - 6pm)
kinda regretted.
coz i'm gonna miss my prac!!!
haiz.. =(
hopefully i can attend my prac in between.

♥, yours truely