minnfenn ♥ 敏芬

here a addition pic with my pri sch gals.

i'm wearing a shirt inside.

my fren claims that i look lik a gangster.

lastly,

I MISS MY HAIR.

♥, yours truely

TIRED.

someone pls put me to sleep.

still,

i'm gonna to make myself VERY busy, working.
i can't think much anymore.

i wanna go SHOPPING!
after i get my pay.
anyone wanna sponser me?
LOL.

dunjuzsayuluvme.
PROVEmethatuluvmetoo.

AN JING.
my fav.
*memories*
this song has acc me through out my sec sch life.
sad/sweet/bitter/happiness
:))

♥, yours truely

CENSOR POST
aint for u guys to see.
juz to vent my anger.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

feeling FREAKING FUCK UP!

I HATE MYSELF.

dun console me.

i know it best.

pple who r talking to me might think that i'm alrite.
but I AM FREAKING NOT alrite.
i'm sorry to lie to u.

still i prefer to settle it myself.
hopefully i'm able too.

iamnolongerthegaluusedtoknow.
timechangespple.
ppledochange.
hateme/luvmeforallicare.

♥, yours truely

damn.
had 2 hair cut in one day.
break my record.
anyway, there's always first time.
=X
haha..

24 bucks.
shucks.

help jeremy to dye his hair.
i can dye ok.
=)
rite jeremy?

n jeremy helps me to dye.
LOL.
thx!

after that went to play lan.
CS pro.
=X
LOL.

tc peeps!

♥, yours truely

change to a FISH game.
=)
sorry, jay took so long to change.
haha..
this one u got to eat fishes smaller size than ur fish.
ENJOY!

♥, yours truely

shall this be a happy post or a unhappy one?
both?
see how ba.

went to work this morning.
aunty was happy to see me.
make lesser mistake this time round.
gave me more work to do.
was HAPPY.
i'm serious.
so that i wont have to rot in her office.

nearing to the end i was BORED.
chatted with jeremy in msn.
talking abt some erm.. hair stuff?
haha..
coz he wanna dye his hair.
he wanna dye something 'COOL'
LOL.
so when u say with a -ing
wat would it be?
dye-ing or dy-ing?
LOL!!!
then i realise i got spelling mistake in my previous post.
instead of dieing it suppose to be dying.
i said i wanna dye too or rather highlight.
red? n he tot i wanna dye my whole head.
-_-'''
i say look like ah lian.
he said pink look more like lian.
then we started talking abt 'armpit hair'
it's in '' becoz it's actualli something else.
he should know wat i meant.
he say it can be WAX!
omg.
if u know wat we r talking abt
u will also say OMG.
if he does blog then go n look from his blog.
LOL!

i was freaking tired near to the end.
i dunno.
maybe becoz of my medicine?
i fall asleep IN FRONT of my COM.
this is the first time.
haha..
there's always a first time rite?

shall not blog any longer.
bye.
tc peeps.

♥, yours truely

suddenly i have the urge to blog.
gonna see doctor later.
FINALLY uh.
LOL.

my maid gonna acc me.
he is MOMO!
haha.. =X

past few days was fun, busy, NICE.
ytd stayed at home n rot.
how wonderful was that.
aunt didn't allow me to go out.
coz she was afraid that i got infection.

despite having TERRIBLE cough for past 1 week
i carry on eating fried stuff. etc, kfc, fried chicken.
LOL.
n guess wat?
i got scolded by some pple.
=(
haha..
ytd was so lonely.
no one was at home.
momo acc me to talk in msn.
THX momo!

in the evening.
after dinner.
i couldn't resist the temptation.
HAAGAN DAZ STRAWBERRY flavour.
yummy!!!
almost finish the whole tube.
but didn't.
onli abt 1/3 or 1/2.
got scolded too.
LOL

back to the topic that i wanted to talk.
to some it might a stupid topic.
u can choose not to read it.
it applies to both sexes.
blah blah blah.

wat do u think?which one do u belong to?
1) some gals dun like to get along with guys?
2) some gals prefer to get along with guys?
3) some gals get along with a mixture of guys n gals?

WHY?
1) becoz they r always get bully by the guys?
2) becoz they r flirts?
3) becoz they r normal? they get along with guys. means they r flirt too?

silly ques.
silly me.
LOL

in order to forget one person
OR
prevent from falling in luv

is avoiding a gd way?
wat makes u think so?
maybe it helps alittle.
but how would the other party thinks?
she/he is gonna lost one fren juz like that.
this is so unfair.

this is not wat she wans.
all she wan is juz more frens.
can't she/he?

luving a person is letting her/him to be happy?
isn't that so?
it's hurts to see the one u luv being happy with another person.
i know.
i've been through that too.

if u got a stead u can't be frens with opp sex?
means u will get lesser frens.
onli got frens with the same sex.
how boring will that be.

IF one day the couple broke up.
the gal has no more guys fren
n
the guy has no more gals fren
wat r they gonna be?
les? gay?

maybe this is y we have so many les n gays nowadays.
=X
no offence.

y not everyone juz be open minded?
let's all be frens.
nevertheless if u r attach or single.
maybe this is unfair to those who r single.
becoz the singles r afraid that they fall in luv to those who r attach.
n everyone feels that prevention is the onli way.

i also dunno wth is the feeling of luv.
it has cause so many problems.
it's gd? it's bad?
it's a selfish feeling.
it's onli for one to one = 2?
hell!
to think of that
means there's onli 2 pple living in the world.
then i rather live in a world of MY OWN.

freedom should be given.
thx my boy. =)

♥, yours truely

the 5 babes i was talking abt! =)
my gals.
from the top left:
me, jing wen, li yun
from the bottom left
rachel, siew fong, yan chin

here r some of the pics i promise to post!!!

FIRST DAY of the finland exchange programme.

my first time to PUB with finland friends.
surprise that i'm able to sneak in?
half of my face is cut off.
=(

dinner with finland friends.yummy!!!

a complete class photo of the exchange program.

fri! at the toysRus.

n3tZz n i

our couple shoes. NIKE dunk!

our couple bag! RED crumpler bag

tada! that's all. =)

♥, yours truely

some of u will wonder
or rather most of u.

i always act as if i'm like a tomboy.
I AM!
haha.. juz took a quiz.

on how boyish and girlish u r.
it's kinda fun n TRUE.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part.
But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles.
However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you.
You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

try it!

http://www.blogthings.com/howboyishorgirlishareyouquiz/

♥, yours truely

i'm dieing soon.
REAL soon.
:((
but my beloved BF
said she tot i DIED already.
haha..

stupid cough juz wont go away.
keep coughing n coughing.
argh.. HATE it.

250306-fri
went out with my BF n lg
walk n walk n walk.
from bugis to suntec
suntec to funan.
MY LEGS R STRONG
haha... keep walking n walking
day n nite.
took a couple of pics with my BF
couple bag couple shoe.
hehex..

was super unlucky.
caught lieing ON THE SPOT
how gd was that.
shit man.
n was caught by my XIAO YI
oh gosh.
the feeling of getting caught lieing was
unable to describe
wy, lg,netzz were there too.
they wistness everything.
dun wish to talk abt it anymore.

later going to TOWN with my pri sch gang.
jing wen
siew fong
yan chin
li yun
rachel
5 pretty gals.
weet!
happy happy!!!
finally meeting up again.
after a yr.

gonna ENJOY n treasure.
i treasure every single moments with MY FRENS.
hehex...
simply LOVE my FRENS to the CORE!
love u peeps.
huggiex!!!

♥, yours truely

miss me?
hehex..
I MISS U too
provided if u miss me.

muahaha..
was kinda busy this whole week.
busy entertaining finland pple.
they r so tall.
their eyes r so so
BEAUTIFUL.
*jealous*

pic will be post when i get it from them
so meanwhile pls wait.
:))

brought them to bugis ytd.
eat dim sum.
explain to them the diff kinds.
n they LOVE it.
happy happy*
but i think i still fail to be a tour guide
or rather tsing qi n momo too.
haha..
total 13 of them
2 didn't come.
after dinner went to bugis street
most shops r closed as it's alreay 10.

after that went to PUB.
onli 3 of them went.
weet!
first time.
not a very nice place.
SMOKEs all over.
gosh. STINK man.
no oxygen
got to bring oxygen tank next time.
LOL

after that our finland frens took cab home.
lg, tsing qi, momo n me walk all the way from
tanjiong pagar to esplanade.
can u imigine
juz to save $$ on cab n take the nite rider.
but we waited for so long there's no sign of bus.
so we decided to take cab.
there was a taxi stand behind
but we refuse to take from there.
coz lg say comfort midnight charge is ex
plus the uncle keep staring at us.
so we waited for a city cab.
n i was there entertaining myself.
guessing which cab is coming.
haha...
tsing qi got one city cab n she go first.
after that there's no sign of city cab
LOL.
lg is meeting his fren at suntec left me n momo.

we went to see if there's any nider rider today
it's a thurs n there's no nite rider!
it onli operates on fri,sat,sun n eve of public.
n the comfort driver at the taxi stand came forward
n told us there's no more bus.
i HATE comfort cabs now.
i will tell u more.

so in order to avoid that IRRITATING uncle
we walk further down.
initailly wanted to walk down the river side
to go home.
but i was realli tired to walk.
so we turn back n walk towards orchard.
we were like walking n looking back if there's city cab
then one city cab was like infront of us.
momo tot i will flag the cab
n i tot he will flag the cab
so in the end the cab left
-_-'''
n we walk n walk n walk.
on the way
those FREAKING comfort cab
keep honking at us.
BLOODY hell.
it's damn rude lo.
maybe next time i should put up a label
n say
CITY CAB onli.
hahaha...

when we reach park mall
i ugrently need a toilet.
momo suggested that i pee in the bushes.
crazy him.
i was so HAPPY when
i saw toilets opp park mall.
those portal ones.
there's no light.
went in reluctantly.
it stinks.
LOL.

after that we walk all the way down orchard.
there was less than 20 pple.
mostly r workers.
haha..
it was so empty.
n the both of us r entertaining each other.
MOMO ACCUSE ME OF TOUCHING
HIS fatty STOMACH.
coz he says he got a fit stomach n it's HARD
he lied.
=X

after that we juz carry on walking.
saw a lot of cabs waiting at the taxi stand.
n the first cab waiting at the taxi stand
is always COMFORT.
i super HATE comfort now.
i've been talking bad abt comfort on the way.
momo understand wat i mean.
haha..
then walk till outside my house.
took a cab n ask the cab to send me in.
though it's onli one slope.
LOL..
i know those drivers wanna earn some income
but that's not the way to do it.
anyway, in the end the cab we took it's a
COMFORT cab.
haha..

reach home at 3.10
then bathe.
call him to acc him
since he is so GD that he walk home with me
n i save quite a lot of cab fare
haha..
=X

slept at 3.45am.
woken up by msg.
pass my EXAM.
everything.
still not happy.
dunno y.
juz now happy with it.
haha..

alrite. it's been a loong entry.
gtg!
meeting net later.
but dunno if she remembers.
haha..
BYE BYE!
take care pple.
:))

♥, yours truely

fri nite was BAD.
vomited.
twice.
gosh.

next day still went to work.
was looking pale.
after that went out for lunch with da yi.
went paragon.
crsytal jade after lunch
she bought a pair of sport shoe for my uncle
then saw the crumpler shop.
initially i didn't wan to buy
coz shuli told me it was kinda heavy.
still, i went in n take a look.

went in less than 5 min
one red crumpler bag is mine.
LOL.
didn't wan to buy coz it's kinda heavy.
wanted to pay through my salary that i earn from her office.

was HAPPY of coz.
hehe..
got a couple bag with my BF!!!
muahahaha!!!
can't wait to use it.
hopefully i'm able to wait till sch reopen.
next, one adidas jacket pls.
=X
LOL

going to vball later.
weeeeeeeee......
gonna train
float ball here i come!

♥, yours truely

I AM BACK
to blog.
sorry for not blogging.
- no time
- LAZY.
=X

alrite.
didn't work on wed.
went to sentosa instead.
it's was fun
onli nearing to the end.
=X
FIRST TIME
i didn't went into the water.
haha..
or rather
none went in.

suppose to play mahjiong on thurs.
but something happen to him
on thurs, at around 12.30am.
he slip n fall at his work place.
had a deep cut.
went to hospital.
wanted to go n look for him.
but it was kinda late so i waited for his call
couldn't sleep.
it was onli 3-4am then he settle down.
coz he needs to take X-ray n stuff.
altogether got 13-14 stitches.
he was brave.
didn't shed a tear.
PROUD OF HIM, my boy.
=)
so went to see him in the afternoon.
then shuli, jeremy n mak came later.

there was a few times where the wound kept bleeding.
i think he lost abt 1 litre of FRESH blood or maybe even more.
the doctor didn't sew properly
n that cause him to lose quite a lot of blood.
initially, the nurse said there is a high possibility
that he need one more stitch as the wound keep bleeding.
n this time round if he realli need one
it will be done when he is awake.

today went to malaysia.
was kinda relectant to go coz i wan to acc him
but my aunt has already pay for my trip.
i was VERY relief when he told me
the wound has stop bleeding
n he could go home in the noon.
=)

now waiting for him to call.
gtg.
bye pple!
take care.

gonna have a sore throat soon.
n my bro is eating durian.
suddenly, i hate the smell of durian.
GOSH.
feel like vomiting.

♥, yours truely

i'm alrite already.
thanx guys.
a BIG THANK U.
hehex..
luv u guys.
MUACKX!

abt bgr.
no idea.
actualli the one that i realli
LOVE is

ME.
LOL
bleh.

mon-out with wy & qp
tues-work
wed-work n vball
thurs-out with lao po n auntie
fri-malaysia
sat-RELAX
sun-vball

yay! next week is plan.

mon-fri
course with finland pple.
with
sy,tq,momo
n that hz is not going.
wed-after course, vball
sat-RELAX
sun-vball

YAY!!! next next week also PLAN.
no more boring life.
NO MORE.

alrite.
maybe no more boring life till
next next week.
haha..
BUSY BUSY BUSY!

PRAY hard that haagan daz would call.
i am not selfish.
PRAYing HARD for
shuli, jay, kk, suan !!!
=D

going to watch midnight movie later.
weeeeeee.......
bye bye!
have a nice day.

now,
I AM A BIG BIG GIRL
IN A BIG BIG WORLD.
=)

♥, yours truely

i'm sad.
i realli am.
i need a shoulder to lean on.
but no one is there for me.

i hate this.
i super hate this.

i dunno wat should i do.
FREAK!
guys r jerks.
i hate guys.

went vball with xy.
fall during training.
leg hurts.
walk all the way from bukit merah to my house.
was crying along the way.
no one was there to console me.
no one was there with me.
no one at all.
i feel so lonely suddenly.

i hope i was kill.
i hope i was rape.
i hope i was kinapped.
i hope for everything bad that will happen to me.
since no one cares.

i am confuse.
he dun seem to care.
n he seems to care.
FUCK.

no one knows how i am feeling.
i realli hate myself.
more than u think.

MF IS GONE.
BYE.

♥, yours truely

everyone should be wondering wth happen.
LOL.
maybe? maybe not?

the most common thing that always happen
is
BGR.
that stupid thing.

wat is like?
wat is love?
wat is trust?
wat is honest?
who is her?
who is him?
wat is so great abt bgr?
nothing but trouble?

i have no IDEA.

i am confuse.
i am still young.
i still need freedom.
i still wanna know more pple.
i wan to get to know the outside world.

i have got nothing more to say.
LOL.
-end-

♥, yours truely

baby
do u know who i need most now?
not u.
not anymore.
i juz need someone to be there for me.
who cheers me up whenever i'm down.
who knows wat i wan.

i dun blame u.
but it juz hurts so much
when someone else treats me
much more better than u do.
who seems to care for me more than u do
i'm juz very disappointed.

nevertheless
i will still be here
by ur side.

dun worry baby
i am here
n i'll always be.

things changes as time passes
day by day
step by step
my life still goes on.

*wishing.....*

♥, yours truely

the post is gonna be long n FREAK u out.
pple with weak HEART pls leave this blog NOW.
dun say i didn't warn u.
MUAHAHAHA...

yawn~
worn out.
finally went to OCH
old changi hospital.
with lg, wy n jere.

went to bugis to pray first.
:))
had dinner
then off to OCH at 9pm.
the journey was LONGGG
1 an a half hour.
slept on the bus.
so so tired.

walk from changi interchange to changi hospital
LONG LONG way.
when we reach there
a lot of pple were standing outside
wondering whether to go in anot.
after a few min of wondering we walk up a long staircase
which leads to OCH.
the staircase was steep n old.
when we went up
lg said he wanted to eat his bread first.
LOL.
then we went to a corner to sit.
wy freak out.
haha..
she suddenly say dun wanna go le.
but then we saw quite a number of teenagers exploring.
then came a few cars.
we tot it was police
so we ran to the staircase.
but it is not so after awhile we went back
n continue EXPLORING.

this is the first time i walk ALONE.
of coz i was kinda freak out
but after awhile i told myself to be BRAVE.
LOL.
lg was alone in front of me.
wy n jere was holding each other walking behind me.
so the poor me got to walk in the middle ALONE.
coz that lg was so brave.
that he chose to walk alone infront.

wy was so scare that her face turn white
n she keep looking down.
didn't dare to look up
holding on to jere.
LOL.
nothing much actualli.
all the rooms were empty.
some seems like they juz renovated
with modern tiles.
then lg brought us to the rooftop.
it was damn NICE.
trust me.
u can see malaysia from there
there were a lot of stars too.
but we didn't take any photo as we were afraid something might happen.
it was realli very beautiful.

after exploring the first building
lg wanted explore more.
so we went to the next.
this time wy realli freak out.
haha..
she refuses to go in.
n said she wanna go home.
so she, jere n i stayed outside the building
while lg went in himself.
he walk round the building there were no entrance
so we left for another.
again wy didn't wan to go in.
n lg went to see if he could get in
again, there's no entrance.

we went to the 3rd building
there was a van.
guess wat?
pple r doing *ahem*
LOL.
funny sia..
then lg still uses the torch n shine on them
n they quickly drive the van away.
haha..
but there's no entrance too.

so we carry walking to the 4th one.
there's an entrance.
wy refuses to go in.
lg askes me to go with him.
coz he say there's 'gd stuff' inside to see
but i didn't wan coz i'm afraid he might juz walk leaving me alone.
LOL.
then there was a bunch of guys
around 20 of them whom were going in too.
so we told wy since there r so many pple going in dun need to be afraid.
n we all went in.

here come the scary part.
one of the room in this building is a CURSE room.
it's on the second level.
seriously, this room freak me out.
wy, jere n i didn't went into the room
onli lg did.
there was a dressing table there
with sort of a broken mirror.
luckily lg say dun shine on the mirror
which jere n i nearly did.
n many things r written there.
i onli get to read one sentence which already freak me out.
"This is the place where i died"
it's exactly the same.
is RED.
did it freak u too?
LOL.

after that nothing else happen.
we left OCH.
walk back to changi village to have a drink.
then we wanted to go to changi airport.
but we dunno how to get there by WALKING.
we walked n walked n walked till Loyang.
it's freaking far.
took some pic but unable to upload.
wasted.
then we came to a condo n ask the pple how to get to changi airport
one said it was the other way where it's near changi village.
wth.
we juz walk from there.
so he went to ask his fren.
his fren said we can walk from this direction too
but it'll be very very far.
he suggested that we took a cab.
so we flag a cab ask how much will it be for us to reach change airport.
around 11-12 bucks he said.
juz nice all our money add up to 12 bucks.
but when we reach it onli cost ua abt 8 bucks.
then we were playing with the trolley
it was so fun.
LOL.
coz not many pple were there.
then slack in changi airport till 6 am.
by then everyone was worn out.

so did this post freak u?
LOL.
anyway next time if u r going to OCH
remember to PRAY.
n wear yellow shirt.
(which jere n i did)
haha..

nearly forgotten to add on.
jere saw a white figure
at the corner of his eyes
when we were in the first building.
so when walking
it's better to look STRAIGHT.

♥, yours truely

ARGH!!!
woke up so early
coz gonna acc them to look for jobs.
3 guys make me waited for 20 mins ALONE.
-_-'''
horrible.
wat to do.
my class guys r GAYS.
=X
hehex..
they wont mind.
coz i think they r used to it.
=P

suppose to go OP.
sort of make a appointment le.
but they r looking for full-timer.
haha...
too bad.
in the end they went to haagan daz at raffles city.
LOL.

after that they acc me to clark quay.
meet shuli there.
coz we r going to clark quay haagan daz.
so little pple
or rather NO ONE.
LOL.
n jay says he wan to go there too.
bye bye KK n SUAN.
lalalalalala~~~~
took some pics.
LOL.
so funny.
will update soon.

sf msg me say she got into IT at NP.
weeeeeeee... NP eh!
but she doesn't wan.
hmmm.. so gonna acc her to appeal on mon.
MON - booked.
mon dun have to rot at home le.
LOL.

POJ came to my house at nite.
play mahjiong.
LOL.
so fun
though no money.
haha..

now back home.
blog
then sleep.

TML will be a better DAY!
weeeeeeeeee..........

♥, yours truely

FREAK.
damn bad mood.
HELL world.

♥, yours truely

change my back ground.
LOL.
spend hrs doing it.
coz i dunno wat colour can match.

it looks weird.
LALALALA~~~
nvm.
who cares.

tired.
bye.

♥, yours truely

ok. went to bugis today.
with kk, jay, hw, shuli, jere, mak.
purpose?
looking for jobs.
result?
none.

LOL.
went bugis village
looking for adidas jacket.
didn't have red one.
saded.
got to wait for a few mths then the new stocks arrive.

walk to suntec.
nothing much.
juz slack n wait for rszf.
had dinner n slack at mac after dinner.

fell asleep at mac
coz i was realli very TIRED.
keep going out these few days.
walk n walk n walk
then sleep so late.
eat so little.
no energy.
dunno wat's wrong with me.
haiz.. juz not in gd shape.

sorry n3tZz.
didn't mean to PS u.
i'll make up to u other times kkz..
realli very very sorry.
sorry ly t0o.

♥, yours truely

BOO!
ytd was GREAT.
ok.
juz GREAT.

went out with ly n n3tzz.
to?
orchard again.
haha...
had a LONG talk at nydc.
old feelings is BACK.
simply love this feeling.
juz wish the time would stop there.
LOL.
after that her dad call
n rszf came n fetch me.
:))

then we walk from wheelock to taka.
to look for her dad n my rszf.

thx dear for fetching me.
LOVE U to pieces.
MUACKX!

thanx n3tZz for the wonderful TALK! hehe..

♥, yours truely