i juz wanna get back to my old life. i wish i could tell myself to get lost of this world n BOOM! i'm gone n i'll be happy like HELL ((:
how true can it be? pple do change as time passes. VERY TRUE. it's due to the pple around them the life they r having the surroundings
i have changed. there's always a reason behind Y I HAVE CHANGED. for better or worse it's not up for me to decide.
BOOM! i wish i dream i hope I WAS GONE FOREVER IN LIFE. which will nvr come true unless *something happen.
♥, yours truely
.Tuesday, June 13, 2006 ' 2:25 PM
decided not to put password. more convient. :))
went to celebrate CC bday on sun. kinda feel bad. coz his bday was on 1st of june(i think) i didn't even know. wat a fren i am. =( anywayHAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY CC!
took a lot of pic. had lotx of fun! luv u guys. hehex..
class outing on sunday. wee wee came n meet me at my house bus stop. he reach at 10.10am but i was still lazing around =X coz i was feeling kinda unwell. sore throat n flu haven't even bathe n pack my stuff. n later i found out i lost my wallet! oh my. ask him to acc me back to orchard centre point BK when we suppose to meet at harbour front at 11pm. call jere,mak n shuli to ask them but they say they didn't see. on the way i was looking damn sad n he was consoling me through out the journey. i was pinning high hopes to get back my wallet which consist of 100 bucks n my PIC which r so so precious to me. esp my bro n my pic. i was DAMN sad when they say they didn't see any. freak. totally have no mood to go to sentosa.
i was there saying that I AM DAMN SAD throughout the whole journey. he was there consoling me throughout the whole bus journey i was so sad plus i had flu n feel so sick he tot i was crying. -_- lol.
my mum was so kind enough to go back home n search for me. SHE SAID SHE FOUND IT! it was under my bed. hehex.. n wee wee was making fun of me. saying HE WAS SO SAD that i cheated his feelings. haha.. SORRY WEE WEE thanx PAL! thanx alot. i'm very GRATEFUL. :))
sorry, mak, shuli, jere i found my wallet THANX A LOT GUYS!
the sentosa trip was fun. simply LUV p1a5. many were BURNT. n i was feeling damn sick after everything. we played true or dare at the mrt station. the dare was funny. haha..
got home n i KISS my wallet b4 i go to sleep.
alrite, gonna pack up n go to work soon. tada guys! take care....
MF Loves U
♥, yours truely
.Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ' 10:27 AM
When was the last surprise i got? When was the last time i saw my pri sch teachers. When was the last time i saw my pri sch frens. When was the last time i saw my sec teachers. When was the last time i saw my sec sch frens. When was the last time i meet up with my old frens. When was the last time i'm able to laugh/smile throughout the WHOLE day. When was the last time i smile (not a fake smile). When was the last time i saw my grandmother. When was the last time i saw my father. When was the last time i actualli eat together with my WHOLE family. When was the last time i score full marks for my test.
i luv surprises. i miss my teachers n frens. i miss my best/close fren MOST. i dun wish to have anymore fake smile. i wish i could end my day happily, always. i wish my grandmother would pop out in my dream n talk to me. i wish i could still see my father n hope he still remembers me. i wish my WHOLE family could sit down n eat together. i wish for a WHOLE family photo. i wish i could score well (need not be full marks) to prove to my aunty.
pple wan to score well becoz they wanna get into Uni. i wan to score well becoz i wan to work. weirD? ((:
i dream i wish i hope under all the shooting stars.//****
♥, yours truely
.Saturday, June 03, 2006 ' 10:08 AM
ytd was horrible. i was seriously not in gd mood. maybe becoz of the pmsy. argh... sometimes i realli hate to be a gal. haha..
alrite, i screwed up my FOOP test. i regreted eating supper on thurs till 2am n i was so tired out when i go to sch. but luckily it onli consist of 10%. =X
next week will be the common test. 4 tests in a row. OMG. gonna buck up. ((:
JIA YOU PPLE!!! pull up ur socks. we can do it. =)
hopefully i'm able to survive.
♥, yours truely
Speak Up ,
Yours Truely ,
min fen ♥ 敏芬
5thjuly '88 YWCA River Valley pri Queensway Sec Ngee Ann Poly James CookUniversity
Monash University
i'mkindacontented
though i love the way i'm, i'm still changing for the better.
never judge a book by it'scover
Always Remember ,
life is too short.
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
laugh when you can
apologise when you should
love deeply and forgive quickly
life is too short to be unhappy
love what you've
remember what you'd
always forgive
never forget
learn from your mistake
never regret.