minnfenn ♥ 敏芬

counting down 5 weeks.
count count count count count.
my frens r happily enjoying while i'm stuck in sch everyday 8-4.30.
n onli get to meet up at 5 plus n got to go home by 10pm.
sigh.

I MISS ALL OF U LAR.
bf bf bf still have not get to meet U.

argh. wacky is still not back.
:(

♥, yours truely

2nd day of VPP.
5 weeks n counting down to my 2 weeks H-O-L-I-D-A-Y.
((:

sch is boring......
damn.

meeting shuli LATER. finally.

loves. <3

♥, yours truely

it's been so long since i enjoy myself. ((:
happygal.

got a new tv, dvd player n dvds for my room.
time to save money. HA.
thx boy. <3

spell love.

since 220205

Labels: love

♥, yours truely

OVER.
screw-ed UP my exam.
VPP next.
5 days holiday n back to sch.
everyday 8-5pm. mon-fri.
for 5 weeks.
howGREAT.
:(

♥, yours truely

gosh. something i least expected happened.
i actually drop my whole bunch of keys into the small tiny of the lift HOLE.
ya da. say me clumsy.
haiz.
when i knock on the door of my house.
pple start saying
HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN.
WHY U GOT SO MANY PROBLEMs.
excuse me. it's not something i WISH for alright.
NOW, i have no mood to mug.
sigh...

2 more days.... 2 more 2 more.
shit.

♥, yours truely

tenth day.
i actually dreamt of him last nite.
i saw him in my dreams.
he still remembers me.
i was so happy.
but it happens that someone actually took it.
n said that it's hers.
i didn't tell her that i lost a dog.
but wacky jump on me.
and when i almost called the phone while playing with him.

then......
my house phone ring and ring and ring.
~~dreams no more~~
sigh..

i start to miss him MUCH MORE.
:(

♥, yours truely

the 6th day.
still.. no news abt him.
it's hurts when i'm home alone n it's so quiet.
it feels so much better onli when i keep myself busy.
now... i understand how it's like to lose someone close to u.
it's something no one can understand.
no one...
it's even worse than break up.
i've lost something that is so important to me.
someone who loves me more than i do.
someone who always stay by myside, but i'm the one who always leave him alone.
someone whom i know will nvr change his love for me.
yet, i'm so so careless.
ya. i juz have to blame myself.

n i keep telling myself he will be back someday
n he will still remember me.
i know he will, he will n he will.

i'll be waiting for u, wacky. ((:

Wacky is the name i've given him.

with the help from bf.

he was very hyper active n naughty.

i actually tot of Wacko, but still i think Wacky sounds better.

so i decided to name him Wacky, my love.

Labels: Wacky

♥, yours truely

today was the start of our first match of Bukit Merah CC - Hewrockets.
we lost.
lost to ourselves.
total thrash.
our captain was injured.
my setting sux.
first receive is terrible.
spiking is horrible.
bad bad bad.
forget it. i didn't put in much hope either.

alrite, today is the 5th day already.
if u always get to read this boring blog of mine.
have u realise this is the first time i actually blog everyday.
ever since wacky is gone.
haiz.. juz hoping that someone will get to see him n tell me the gd news.
everyday my house is so quiet.
no one to play with me.

anyway tml is national day.
happy 42 birthday Singapore.

awww.. it hurts so so much when i dun get to see him.
when the house is so quiet.
when no one licks me.
when i didn't get to see his innocent big eyes that look at me asking me to hug him.
it simply hurts so so much. )):

♥, yours truely

the float competition was today.
i was utterly disappointed with the result. or rather my whole team.
the theme is on recycled stuff but the first n second winner who are using generator won.
i have no idea how it's graded.
n we got third.
our hard work didn't realli pay off though.
anyway forget it, it's time to concentrate on studies.

4 days...

have not heard anything from him yet.

haiz. i miss ur barking sound.

i promise to let u stay by my side, be more careful next time

and nvr leave u alone again.

if u are willing to give me one more chance.

i juz have to wait day by day to get to hear abt ur news.

hoping for the best everyday, waiting for unknow no. to call me

and to ask me to collect u back, my boy.

loves. :'(

anyway, thx guys for going each n every level of the block ytd to look for Wacky.

thx bros. (:

though there always bound to have some conflict but i know it wont stay long within us.

forgive n forget. it's the rigth thing to do.

i've learn much more when Wacky is gone.

i learn wat r frens for.

still, its a big loss for me when wacky it's gone.

however, thx my frens who pull me up, and make me stay strong.

♥, yours truely

it's been 3 days since i saw wacky.
it's been 3 days since i hear him barking.
it's been 3 days since he licks me.
it's been 3 days since i hug him.
it's been 3 days.....

thx u so many for those who had concern abt Wacky.
who is willing to help me no matter wat.
i realli dunno how to thx u guys.
thx for letting a helping hand to paste up the poster.
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH.
u know who u r. ((:
i loves u gals so so much.
who will nvr leave me alone, somehow i know.
n of coz the guys, nick n rosemary n jing xian esp.
thx pple.

i wish he will come back soon.
coz i miss him. :(

♥, yours truely

yes my dear wacky.
where r u?
how r u?
did someone actually pick u up?
brought u to the vet?
giving u gd food?
i miss u.
really.
so so much that i even think of u during work n cried.
not once but many times.

do u still remember the first time i saw u/touch u.

i was so scare.

u were so tiny.

come back will u?
stop making me worried.
i miss u boy. i realli realli do.

i juz wish u r being take gd care of.
pls dun forget me.
i'm sorry for being so careless and let u run away.
looking for us downstairs yet we didn't go down n pick u up.
20 mins later when we went down it was all too late.
u r gone. can't be found.
i hope u r alrite.

i miss u.

no one can replace u.

come back soon

coz u muz know that i'm still waiting for u...

i love u

♥, yours truely

i hate myself so much.
do u know?

i used to neglect him a lot.
now that he is lost i miss him so much.
it hurts.
a few days ago he choke on something n i tot i'm gonna lose him.
i almost cry but he threw out so he is back to his normal self.
still i didn't treasure him.

now... i'm so stupid to leave the door unlock n it wasn't close properly.
he ran away.
i onli realise 20 mins later.
remembering he actually bark once n ran away.
but it was all too late.
couldn't find him for 1 an a half hr.
it hurts so so much.
that i actually cried for the past 1 hr.
i miss him.
no one to lick me.
no one to follow me.
no one to climb up on me.

i miss u WACKY.
i love u too.

hopefully u will come back to us one day.
pls.. my dear fren.

♥, yours truely

FINALLY the DAY that i've LONGED for has arrived.
yes!
pac test done!
panel review for FYP done!
everything went quite smoothly.
anyway, the best thing is we have finish doing our FLOAT!
ya the float is an air bus which stands 1m width, 1.5m height, 3m length.
((:
tues will be the big big DAY!
when the results will be out.

will post up pics soon of our float.

next stop: EXAM, holiday, VPP.

meeting up with all my sweetGIRLFRENS, BF real soon. after exam hopfully.
<3s

i love my boy.
i love my galfrens.
i love my classmates.
i love playing volleyball.
do u know? ((:

♥, yours truely