minnfenn ♥ 敏芬

A DAY TO REMEMBER

it's being a yr since my ah kong leave this world peacefully.
my ah ma left this world peacefully on 10/11/1991
both suffer from cancer.

when i was young my ah ma was looking after me
despite she was having cancer on the wheelchair.
i always sing song to her.
can't believe i can sing uh!
haha...
it was a hokkien song.
dunno wat is the title.
she is a very pretty lady.
as in in their generation she is counted as one.
nevertheless, she is always one in my heart.
:))
she knows how to cook a lot of FOOD.
like egg cake (in chi), egg roll, kua n a lot more.
as she leave me at a young age
i didn't have much time to spent time with her.
however those little time i spent with her
will always stay in my heart.

my ah kong was a successful business man.
when i was young i always go to his office to play.
:))
as my aunt, mum, uncle r working there.
i love going in to my ah kong's office to play
it's like those boss room.
haha..
n my bro, cousins n i always play there
it's like our playgound.

i grew up from there.
when i was in pri sch
i always go there to study
as my aunt will teach me.
it was very tiring for me as
everyday after sch i got to take a bus to lavender
n i always fall asleep causing me to miss my stop
=X
n i got to walk all the way back.
there was once when my aunt waited for my at the bus stop
n i was sleeping.
she knock on the window n chase after the bus.
then one man tap me n wake me up.
i quickly press the door bell
but the uncle refuses to let me down.
so in the end i walk all the way back.

my kong is a very busy man.
n spent little time with us.
however, my bro n cousin(who r all guys)
spent more time with him.
i have no idea
maybe becoz i'm a gal?
sometimes i realli think that my ah kong is biased.
however a few months b4 he leave.
i was by his side most of the time.

it's becoz that was rite after i'm having holidays after my O's.
i feel that it was so unfair to me.
it was like b4 the O's my aunties said i could enjoy as much as i wan.
n that my ah kong is not in gd shape i have to follow him to go where ever he goes.
onli when he go home n rest then i can go out.
i tot he will be heal.
but i was wrong.
i seriously regretted that i would think this way.
he is my ah kong.
the dearest ah kong i ever had.
during the holidays i wanted to work.
but i couldn't.
everyone tot i had a gd life therefore i dun need to work.
but they r wrong.
they dunno wat was going on.
i dun blame them.
i was glad to spent the rest of the month with my ah kong.
in the few months i feel that i was closer with my ah kong.
:))

his last breathe was on
2 April 2005, saturday.
around 9-9.30am.

i was with him througout the nite.
my aunt too n a maid.
we were all with him.
b4 the nite everyone came to see him
he couldn't talk much.
i was glad to spent the last nite with him.
i tot i wont cry when he had his last breathe.
i was stun for a few mins.
i couldn't believe my ears wat the doctor said
that he leave this world peacefully.
i cried.
i miss him n i love him.
he had taught me so many things.
n i had to call my mum, aunties to come.
everyone cried.

soon we got to prepare for his funeral.
it realli hurt to see him go.
esp the last day.

i have always respect my ah kong n ah ma.
they r the onli ones who worth my respect.
they taught me how to be a gd gal.
they watch me grow.
they care for me.
i know they love me.
i love them too.
i miss them.

IN MEMORY OF
ah kong and ah ma
i love the both of you
memories will be kept in my heart forever
things that you have taught me
i will always remember
i am proud to be your granddaughter
and i will do you proud

loves: ah fen

♥, yours truely